Thursday, May 14, 2009
dizzzayum. long ass time.
WOAH. hahaha lonng asss fuckinn time. hmmm ionno where to begin. ahah well yesterday was ubbber chill, well actually this whole week was. Yesterday Me, Matt, Celine, Lejay, Hieu, Liezel, Joanne, and Jeff went to Jeff's casaaaaa. It was chillllll. ahahah thanks jeff for buying us food [: wooo! when we went up to jeffs house we felt bad that lejay had to walk up so me and hieu ONLY drove down to lejays house and went to pick him up[: hieu drove down and i drove back up. ahahaha i have goooood asss parking skilllls ask hieu [: lmao jp there not that great. aftaa that we went into jeffs room and took pictures and play pasoy. (idk how to spell it) fml im leaving for vegas sooon and i didn't really start packinn [: ahaha aiight well imma goo noww. Vegasss hurrr i cum.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
*sigh friends over family this time sorry buddy.
hmm well wat it do..
PCN WAS FCKN TIGHT GOOD JOB ERRBODY!! :]
so anyway today school and same-o shit. then went home and did some homework fck now i gots to get my grades up cuz late night practices killed my grade -__-
so finished my homework and took a shower then i talked on the phone with jesmari, gerianne, and celine. anddd yeah.....fck whatever its all good...i guess and if you end up reading this dont take it personally i can never be mad at you. so yeah it would have been better if you told me sooner when i asked you if you want me to stop, cuz now i have a feeling its gonna be harder on him. well it would have been hard on him anyway cuz no one wants their feelings hurt, but you gotta do what you gotta do i guess and how much you care for someone elses feelings is one of your best qualities and thats what makes you a GREAT friend. and i know how you feel, telling someone THAT makes you feel fckn badddd. :\ well id just like to thank you for telling me straight up even tho you took a while haha and i would never want any of my friends feel so pressured and annoyed so im SORRY for that. and i know i shouldnt feel this way but i kinda hurts me to cuz i kinda wasted my time but yeah its cool i guess cuz i was just trying to help out but i guess me helping kinda made it worse. and i know you know its not gonna be easy for him to hear it but hopefully you guys will stay friends and hopefully WE'LL stay friends even tho in the future there might be ALOT of fckn changes *ahem..troy -___- haha but yeah cuz it would also be hard to lose a friend like you even tho ive only known you for a little while.........................
so again if you read this and i have a feeling you will eventually dont feel bad cuz i love you :] (haha no homo tho'). so yeah i just had to vent somewhere and blogger is my place to go.
and just cuz: sorry to tell you this but i really just want to be friends and i dont think i can go back to what we had so yeah sorry dont take this the wrong way but i dont want you to waste a lot of your time waiting but i want to be friends but knowing you still feel that way just makes it kinda akward for me. so yeah time heals all wounds. :\
PCN WAS FCKN TIGHT GOOD JOB ERRBODY!! :]
so anyway today school and same-o shit. then went home and did some homework fck now i gots to get my grades up cuz late night practices killed my grade -__-
so finished my homework and took a shower then i talked on the phone with jesmari, gerianne, and celine. anddd yeah.....fck whatever its all good...i guess and if you end up reading this dont take it personally i can never be mad at you. so yeah it would have been better if you told me sooner when i asked you if you want me to stop, cuz now i have a feeling its gonna be harder on him. well it would have been hard on him anyway cuz no one wants their feelings hurt, but you gotta do what you gotta do i guess and how much you care for someone elses feelings is one of your best qualities and thats what makes you a GREAT friend. and i know how you feel, telling someone THAT makes you feel fckn badddd. :\ well id just like to thank you for telling me straight up even tho you took a while haha and i would never want any of my friends feel so pressured and annoyed so im SORRY for that. and i know i shouldnt feel this way but i kinda hurts me to cuz i kinda wasted my time but yeah its cool i guess cuz i was just trying to help out but i guess me helping kinda made it worse. and i know you know its not gonna be easy for him to hear it but hopefully you guys will stay friends and hopefully WE'LL stay friends even tho in the future there might be ALOT of fckn changes *ahem..troy -___- haha but yeah cuz it would also be hard to lose a friend like you even tho ive only known you for a little while.........................
so again if you read this and i have a feeling you will eventually dont feel bad cuz i love you :] (haha no homo tho'). so yeah i just had to vent somewhere and blogger is my place to go.
and just cuz: sorry to tell you this but i really just want to be friends and i dont think i can go back to what we had so yeah sorry dont take this the wrong way but i dont want you to waste a lot of your time waiting but i want to be friends but knowing you still feel that way just makes it kinda akward for me. so yeah time heals all wounds. :\
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
